haix.. ytd cry like hell den todae woke up eye so zhong...budden i nv tell anyone that i cried... but if i wrote it in my blog pp will read..so be it... my stoop brother hai me kena scolded for a false fucking statement that he told my stepmum...haix... i didnt knew living here would be so fuck up.. dammit l0rx... haix... ytd lost my specs sumore..so friends..if u see me nv wear specs no xi qi de..lost it ma... haix... camp coming le w0rx..so scared...haish!!! budden going to buy contact lens le..so hu cares.. no specs no specs l0rx... i still can see...hahax...haish.. been felling tired nowadaes.. am i dying?! maybe... haish!! w0rld of misery is ariusing near me...dae by dae it kills me and i would be suffocated and die...haish! my w0rld is in darkness and sorrow..ish there anyone hu could bring me out of it?i guess not bas... i wanna be happy like other pp and smile everydae..but i cant seem to smile out but a perfectionist fake smile in front of all my friends...showing that i'm totally okie and fine..but it juz sucks so much..haish!
TODAY
hm... gt back the results le w0rx...pp sae that i will go to N[A] i was utterly dissapointed..haish! but i rather remain silence b4 i create a din..haish! i passed my overall marks.. h0pe i will get the course that i one to study bas... den todae in skol nth to do lahx... in hall play poke cards l0rx.. fed,cass,roy,shirley mummy play dai di l0rx.. den i slping hahax...lying on the floor -P... den i and chinsiang see tracy playing wib pq they all l0rx..so funny...she play till so hiong ar.. whole body move de...lolx...den she sh0w her mei tui to us..sia la... i ask eddy they all to see they sae wanna vomit ar..hahax... den tracy sit down and dance cum sing... so funny... den chin siang use bottle throw her.. quite bad lahx.. but... haish! hahax...den when tracy stand up alot pp shouted at her l0rx...hahax.. but she quite ke lian lahx...hahax... den go to music room...eh.. but i roam around skol wib my gan di they all first b4 go to music room...cass at ihub den rita and vienz at AVA... hahax.. den the dumb dumb ivan keep sae i dumb when he is the dumb one..lolx... hahax.. den he xin sui cos cant see ng le... ke lian de brother ar...dun cry.. i swear no one will jio her in xpress class de.. hahax...den todae after skol went out wib jia hui,jie ling and edwiana l0r..go eat kfc...saw my cousins..... den edwiana,jie ling,jia hui and i verii chikdish la..play at the toliet door...in kfc sumore...hahax... hmm... den later edwiana and jie ling go take neoprint l0rx..they both wanted me and jia hui to take but we dowan...hahax... so funny lahx...den jie ling and jia hui go home first..den edwiana took foto wib her 'kor' l0rx...hahax.... den later i ownself go back..haish! kena ps ar... next time dowan go out wib her after skol le lahx... haish! den slept in the bus...kao eh...take so long to reach home sias...ish damn long l0rx..hahax..nvm... i n0w verii sleepy still...wanna slp again.. later at 9 play maple wib dumb boy... nit3z...
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