#REMORSE YET NO REPENTENCE
Was damn tired after last night drinking. think ii really got to do some soul searching le la. haix.. all ii do is make my friends worried bout miie. my teachers wasting their time to talk miie round. everything they all did for miie ii just simply can ignore it sometimes. but now ii feel damn remorseful yet ii still haben change my mind-set! someone tell miie ii'm defenitely going mad!!!!!!!!
ROY!
sry ii make euu and cz they all disappointed. sry ii make ms lin's effort go down de drain.. sry for everything that euu all have done and yet ii dun appreciate it.. think ii going mad soon le la.. ii'm simply going to emo now. dun mind miie if ii'm quiet in skol or looking damn cold. haix.. ii really need to go and search my soul le la.. really need to think through. mayb ii should be expelled after all. the teacher's effort to keep miie is simply wasted. haix.. ii still am not at all worried bout my exams!
FELFAN~
thx for euur msg. if ii really cant stand it anymore ii will call euu de.. promise to rush over worx. haix.. ii will try to aim my pts. but it' for my future and not for my father sake anymore.. ii hope ii wun do 3 fen zhong re du things agn.. haix.. but ii feel remorseful yet still dun seem to care bout my studies. instead ii feel like crying and just quit skol! haix.. thi is pure madness.. ii'm definitely going berserk soon.. argh!!!! and ii dowan to get slap by euu ma!
BOII~
ii really dunno wadd to do la.. really! ii promise nt to drink le but ii ytd go drink agn. so sry. just have de urge to drink. haix.. ii always do 3 min things out of rushness.. ii nv think at all.. ii noe euu all care bout miie, care bout my future too. but why ii cant get myself to do something and be worried for myself ma?! ii such a failure. ii have no right to be cared for. haix.. ii only cause misery to those around miie. ii'm so sry. ii'll go skol. but ii dunno how long it will be before ii skip agn. but truely hope ii wun! unless ii'm sick.
DAN!
>kor~! can euu dun emo le ma? haix.. stop it le hao ma?! euu are making miie emo-in too.
euu dun make miie go down pour water make euu wake up hor! haix.. y is it like this? euu wanna mia and den dowan tell miie why. haix.. suit euu bax. ii also need to go emo le. haix..
#CROSSCOUNTRY
went there late. nv make it to the run. was sick. dammit! almost being bored to death luckily saw mr ng. hahas.. he so evil.. try to ruin shahrul's bee makeup! of cos kena scold by miie and ms lin la... drew his hand wibb eye-liner. hahas~! wah lau~! stupid alex sias.. keep treat miie like small girl girl. hahas.. but he's a great friend. =) so long nv tok to jeff le.. he's still as funny as ever. kekes.. yi ming kor so ke lian. kena hit by miie. but ii noe he teng miie! kekes~! love him lots~! took my hp charger from gh hse. finally! my hp is back. hahas.. clear the rubbish! like we care! hahas.. ii and alex stand there heck care alsagolf. kekes.. pro rite?! saw bear they all. lols.. so long nv see em le. kekes.. lols.. ytd cass told miie something shocking. but impossible he like miie de la. always kena hit by miie. so stupid! hahas.. mayb he like is xiao denise bax. yeas~
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