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woke up quite late. but still~ i manage to reach school in time. *CHEERS* i did rush into my bathing time ok! i shorten it! and it's not 30mins bathe le. =DD *brims* my eye had an infection and was kinda aching like hell. ok! it's aching like hell!! XP the day before i msg dada and ask her to accompany me to the doctor's today. and yeap! she did~ *CHEERS TO SISTERS* hahas.. during maths period i was kinda dying!! due to my aching at the infection. so yeap.. and we were doing indices i think. i did my homework!! so i knew the answers. and definitely correct! *BRAVO~* Mrs Tan called me up to do one of the questions. which consist of three thou. but i did it without any grumbles made. =)) seriously! i love maths!! but i guess i still gotta work harder on all the other subjects. if not i'm a sure goner!! which is disastrous!! i am so gonna pass my O'S!!! even if it means studying till fatigue overcome me. i dun mind. i want to see A's and B's on my o level cert. *SMILES LIKE AN IDIOT* freak~ i'm so retard. hahas.. saw bii and wished her gd luck at her orals.. go girl!! and guess i kind of disappointed mr tenn.. i'm so sorry.. i'm trying hard to pass my POA test. but it's so tough. think i'm gonna go berserk. but i'll try to pass it.. ((= i believe in miracles~~ after my last period of lesson end. i went over to 4e4 to find dada.. and her damn teacher is still making the whole class doing homework. so i waited while my infection ache like hell. which i bear with it. when she ended we proceeded to the canteen to eat. =)) this time i didnt bought my food from the cook food poutpori stall.. instead i went to the 2nd stall.. i bought chicken chop with rice while dada bought fish with rice. hahas!! and we exchange half of our dishings. so clever rite? *brims* but it was da who came up with the idea first. XP and while we were eating. terence boy boy came. hahas.. whenever i see his braces among his teeth i'm still not use to it. but he's still my cute godbro. and chengyong!! stop bullying him! *ROAR!* da, terence and me chatted about how we met in the first place and stuff. overall.. it was an enjoyable moment of chats. =)) went out to take bus.. while waiting we saw bii walking pass us. we called out to her but no response. awww~ she's crying. =( dun cry my dear. you'll definitely pass your o's ok? show me the smile you always had girl! you are a cheerful one and not a gloomy one. have faith in yourself! and ignore the invigilator. she's being too self-centered, you'll definitely pass!!! *smiles~* and i know how it feels to be neglected at times and den afraid of failing. i give you a tip. next time when u speak smile at the invigilator. that'll boost your confidence. and it'll definitely help it when u are in poly too. =D smile your troubles away girl~ and don't ever freak out at the crucial moment. it's so not right. be strong, rigid and go forth to ur goals!!!! proceed on my way to da hse. she changed her clothes and we went to polyclinic. but it was close. =(( den decided to go to the private clinic and see if i cld purchase the medicine for my eye. but i had to consult the doctor first!! for my eye sake. i decided to do so. and ta-da~ ok i'm so lame. i went in to see the doc. and he was damn crappy. so unlike for a doctor. thought most of them would be stern towards their patient. which i detest the most!! craps~ and den he said he had to cut my infection!!! the words are definitely ringing in my ears!! and i wanted to SCREAMMMMMMMMM! i tried to jerk up and run but.. got held down.. T.T the sterilize my infection and pull out a long silvery sharp big needle out!!!!! i think i'm gonna faint spell is coming over me then ok! but i was held down by da so.. Zzz.. just deal with it at one and go. when the needle prick in i was like owww!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kill me pls! it's so darn painful. think it's gonna be one of my trauma soon. as i personally hate injections too! the needle went in and was like pulled! ok that definitely hurt alot!!!! and da took pics of my eye being cut open. woos~ hard-core operation!!! dammit!! the doc applied med on my opening and put a patch over my 'just operated eye'. Zzz.. know wad i'm thinking? *snare snare* i'm a pirate!! that's wad that got to my mind. hahas~ i'm so childish. but wadever~ and i cant see!!! so detestable! total freak out mania moment!!! but i didn't cry. proud of myself. but when the bill came. *pierce* my heart.. hahas.. it was $50. and i got 3 medicine. 2 packet of pills. 1 cream. woohoos~ as i didn't have enough cash on me. da paid $30 for me first. i'll return her tml!! hahas~ after that we went to the library. ok!! on the way there lots of people are staring at me!! and i felt like saying 'hi! i am a wierdo and just came back from carribean island.' way cool right?! hello.. stop asking me wad happen to my eye people!! i dun even noe u!! URGHS! tried calling my dad up. NO ANS!!! call and call till i give up totally!! so i might as well... ok.. da bought ice-cream. so much for her diet programme. went to collect my specs!! XP went over to the specs shop.. another unavoidable gaze from onlookers. shit! i'm a wierdo alright?! duh~~~ and the spectacle shop mister was like. OMG! wad happen? Zzz.. so lame! collected my specs and went off!!! accompanied da to tuition as i'm partially blind in the eye.. cant see clearly. LOLS! was waiting for her to end tuition and let her dad fetch me home. at the end of her tuition. i saw baobei! she too was shock at my eye. uh-huhs~ i've said the word many times. 'i just had a lil operation on my infection.' hahas.. this eye patch is causing me so much trouble!! when da came out.. she had a GREAT news for me to hear. her dad's not coming. *FAINT* gotta take bus home. and was quite giddy at that time. so we walked to interchage and took our seperate buses.. =D 293 came first. bid her farewell and home!! here i am.. reach home bout 8+. bathe and stuff.. take my med.. and oops! where's my eye cream?? frantically searching for it but.. *GONER* decided to go over to the clinic to get it the next day. and it'll sure be a burn-hole amount! cook some maggi and soup. da jie came home. and hehes.. chicken wing~ i'm a greedy pig ok! *oops* i love da jie!! but i always disappoint her. T.T come on wad's wrong with me!! but i didn't break my promise to improve my grades ok!! =X watch dead silence with jiefu and da jie.. uhs! the endign so lame. but i love ghost movies!! and i wanna catch 'alone' next week. HU WANNA ACCOMPANY ME TO WATCH?!! msg me if u wanna watch.. =D
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alex, kelly, jia hui, jia jun, larry and.. ehs.. forget his name. i'm bad at memorising names in one day, continues: came over to my block ground floor and waited for me.. don't know why they never went to school la. i got mc so nvm. hahas.. went to bedok simpang to have our breakfast thou. den the guys went to lan. while me and kelly. practically rotting in the lan shop. we shook all of the guys chair and made them die in their game. so cool of us!! =)) i want to go take my medicine!! *ROARS!* fuming up at them keep on gaming. and hey!! i'm sick~ can u all give in to a sick patient?!!! they played their last gaem and woohoos~ took bus 10 to tampines and went to buy my med. and it took such a time. hahas!! the doc came out and look at my eye. and gave a stern warning! 'DO NOT TOUCH UR EYE!' i'm not terrified by his sterness.. in fact.. of the needle. LOLS!! and i go uh-huh.. ok! and he said my eye had improve. really?? it's seems.. swollen still.. T.T ok wadever.. i'm going to go back home! after i return the cd and go prime to buy some food to store at home so that i wun die. hahas... and went home.. while on the way home we were talking about studies!! and i told alex sternly. U BETTER STUDY HARD! dun like me last min regret it. alex carried the groceries for me. hahas!! he's my maid. after bringing the groceries to my hse. he went to find kelly they all le. i reach home and gonna go rest. my eye still ache alot.
Da Jie/ Er Jie
i know that you scold me is for my own good. i know whatever that you do for me is always of best interest to me. i really appreciate it. and and.. i know that you and er jie dote on me.. as u both had always forgiven me no matter of how rebellious i was how naughty i went. u both still gave me lots of chances. and my grades is wad i'll use to prove to u both. i'll pass my o's ok? and i'm trying hard to clinch A's and B's only. thou i know that it's tough, but i'm trying my best. sometimes even i don't even know who i am and wad i want to acheive in. if i were a pure innocent small little girl agn. how great would it be. just to let u both know. I TRUELY LOVE YOU BOTH AS MY SISTERS! and and so sorry for always causing unwanted troubles and the past squabbles.. so sorry! ='( and i know you all hated my arrogance, my stubborness.. my bo chup character.. and my fiery temper.. which we had inherited from papa.. cool~ and worse of all i'm in the fire sign. >.<>
i promise to do well.. in some subjects. but but.. science can i like flunk it??
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You're all I ever wanted ;
