TROUBLES BREWING!
fuck fuck fuck!!!
da's mum say my sis shout at her and say she abduct me and wanted to sue them.
den da jie say she talk to her mum in a calm and eerie tone.
NOW WAD?!
fuck la! KNN CCB!!!!!!!!!!!!
both side diff story.
trust hu sias?!!!
den da jie say er jie beside her gt listen to their conversation.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
i hate myself for causing trouble to da and her family.
seeking help in my studies from da is a wrong choice.
i have inflicted misery among her family.
they treated me so gd yet. hais..
believe hu lei?
tell me.. someone tell me.
i shld have stay home and self-revise. i shldn't seek help from da.
but i'll flunk my o's if i dun seek help.
and da help me even thou she knew that it will hinder her progress in her revision.
she and her family help me yet i gave them nth but trouble.
mayb i shldn't have been born.
i felt restricted in my friends, my studies and my family.
i have no choice of friends to choose..
my da jie hates them and she doesn't want me close to them.
it's my choice of friends! wth has it gt to do with her?
but y am i always giving in to her?? WHY WHY?!
can someone like bomb a solution into my mind so i can settle this situation?
LIKE HELLO!!! I'M FED UP RITE NOW!
think of a solution think think!
think hard u stupid pig.. get ur brain back.
yeah..
but if my sis really did shout at da's mum i sincerely apologize for her.
but if my sis didn't shout at her mum, i think i'm gonna hate this whole lie le.
fuck this world. dammit!!!!!
MYsotong is saying.. just ignore them. how to ignore??
talking on the phone with kor and da sao now.
this whole matter is gonna spread world wide soon!
like so many pp noe my sis scold her mum. or mayb nt scold, but a misunderstanding.
hmmms...
i just have to get on with life. settle things maturely!!
but i think i kinda lose my cool le la. OMFG!! kill me for being so paranoid.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
think i'm gonna bite pp liao. i wann bite sotong. =X
i need consolence, i need tissues, i need to be strong. i cant be pessimistic.
i gotta look on the bright side. there's always a solution to end this fucking arguement.
yes there is a solution. there's always a way out.
but i just cant seem to find it this time round.
hais... honesty kills me too. lying kills me too.
i wanna be neutralise! and jiefu! u nv tell jie i at cass hse ar? T.T now mati liao la!!!
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*life sucks to the core man!*
You're all I ever wanted ;
