FUCK LIFE!
junna: i'm sorry for being wadever u presume i am.
er jie/ da jie said:'mind wad u type next time in ur blog'
must i really heed this advice?
hais... it's my blog leh. T.T
change url time?!
nah! nt gonna avoid this matter. HOHOHO~
p.s: i know i tend to provoke pp. but seriously. IDC at times. cos i was angry!! so well wadever~
reminder to myself: blog about happy stuff pls!! so u wun embarass pp or urself. =_= yeah yeah~ *NOTED!*
ok and sotong passed his diving course!
he's gonna go to sea tml to dive. hope nth happens. *prays*
i think i'm going a lil overboard now a days.
if everyone hates me just say so ba. i prefer to be alone!
alone equals to peace and quiet. =))
i'll read my books like i used to. all those novels jie bought and lend me to read.
thks! i love those books. it's interesting. and yes it did boost my language factor!
secondly, i wanna be 18! i wanna be able to learn maturity and sensibility. and i wanna learn how to support myself!(i wished i was like how i used to be when young. i used to have this factor at the age of p2!! cos my mum was down with cancer then. when she's gone.. my maturity and stuff went with her to her grave. so now i'm so so bad! i'm a bad and naughty girl that alot of pp claim me to be.)
thirdly, i hate creating trouble for my sis. pardon me! ='(
fourthly, if i created the mess.. find me!!! nt my sis. thks a million!
fifth, i hate studying can i just quit studying? =x
ok maybe i go get a diploma first before that thought comes to my mind agn..
i gotta set my goals!!!
GOALS!
1. pass o levels.
2. get a diploma in wadever course is available to my score =x.
3. be more mature and sensible. and less reliable on others.
4. ok! someone teach me anger management can??
5.i wish to die at 40yrs old. thank you!
6. clear away my negative thoughts in my mind now.
7. aiya! FUCK LIFE LA! =x oops..
8. kill pp who terrorise my kingdom in facebook.
9. be a good girl.. so jie wun always get angry. ltr she gets older faster nt gd! i'm halfway to being a gd girl only.
10. i gotta... xiu lian myself! to be able to think before u do thoughts.
11. prepare to start work on dec 1!!
so basically... i gotta do all this stuff first! at least i'm finally setting my goals. and yes! pp are still calling me immature and childish at a point of time. i'm sick and tired of it. i can be mature if i want to. but it really really depends on my mood.
i think my only mature factor is counselling people for now.
i do give advice to people who are emo crap, r/s prob and stuff.. yes i do that!
but i tend to neglect myself alot. i can be emo too. but then agn. i dun wish to be one.
=_= omigosh.. i miss my mummy. T.T and i still am ignoring alot of bad past.
*throws away*
i gotta focus really hard on my character now. my life. and my clothes!
i gotta be able to learn independent, maturity and sensibility soon!
i gotta be fully mature and nt only at a point of time.
man life sucks alot still. -_-
quote: ' always look on the bright side of life* kns! *pui* =x
ok ok... looking at the bright side soon!!
Publish Post-closes eyes and voila-
*gone to meditate maturity first*
prioritize stuff that are important NOW!!!
er jie: 'ehs.. clean hse first before going to lan shop. -_-' orh!
*i'm immature and not sensible(i'll try to change i guess.. hmmms...)*
