today went to work.
waited for boy to reach small mac.
he's late~ he's late~(cos i woke up at 730. =p)
=x
well, reach workplace at 10a.m!
today only got 7 people working!!!
woah~! stress uh!
i manage to clinch 3 sales!
=D bravo to me.
while actually there's one more sales.
is haven fully complete! MR i wan ur documents!!
LOLL!!! machiam he know my blog. -.-!
ok so well actually today was quite a happy day. so is =D
at first la! after that my face became ='(
in the office some more! FREEAK!
I'm dumb. hais. so dumb la.
er jie said that i was blaming her for not moving on time.
but i didn't! i just asked her when can move?
or pass me de key.
i go pack the hse. but she took it as blaming her?
NVM! i told her i wasn't blaming her or wad la.
she say i fan her so many times.
den she pek chek ask me to stay on my own la.
told sotong about this matter.
he thought i was blaming her.
he was like why u blame ur er jie?
go patch things up with her.
i already said i did not blame her!!
well wadever.. no mood to reply sms le.
so ya off hp while walking to mrt station.
with a black face, red nose and red eye. =))
boy was asking u ok anot?
i wanted to shout 'fuck off and leave me alone la'.
but it's not his fault so i just said 'nth, dun bother me'.
boy so sry for pulling a black face all the way home.
jie ki siao agn. going mad soon.
and if u wanna know why on the mrt i was so quiet.
cause i was thinking about alot of things.
i was wondering why my name starts with a 'D'.
while my both sisters start with a 'F'!
and den i continue thinking, why i'm 16?
while my both sis are of 1yr age difference only.
am i picked up from the garbage?
is my dad.. really my dad?
den i thought of my mum. how i wish she was here.
to console my broken heart.
especially when sotong misunderstand me. ='(
and i thought of many other stupid stuff la.
i was counting down to die at 40yrs old.
and den it lead to how i wish i cld jump of the building and die.
like right now! on the mrt! but no..
it'll be so foolish.
i'll only make pp cry and mourn at my funeral if i do that.
which i dun wish to burden anyone anymore.
er jie says that i'm selfish. only think of myself.
hmmms... maybe i shldn't have packed her stuff for her?
and den my load of carrying her stuff over to cz hse.
will lighten! LOL!! ok but i smashed that thoughts away.
i still rmb when i was young. i'm damn selfish de.
den my mum and dad keep telling me be more generous.
so i changed changed!
but it seems like.. no one notice the change rite?
hmmms...
i cant wait to be 18. to be able to live on my own.
so that i no need to bother anyone anymore.
i wished i cld be more independent.
when i was young, i'm freaking independent la!
grow up liao machiam 残废。
always burden people for stuff i want and so on.
make people worry for me when i nv eat.
till now yes i still do skip some meals.
but most of the time is lazy.
for today is... no mood to eat?
even thou my tummy is gruuu~~~ now. LOL!
but fuck! like i care la! wish i cld really really die now!
this may be my last time using this com le.
i'll miss this com, cos i audi-ed, internet, msn with it.
well for now. i gotta save up to buy a lappy!
=D and den buy keypad. so can audi. =x
ok mayb i shld buy computer instead. so can put at home.
i dun need lappy for now la.
now i'm still wondering. when can move?
hais....
my life suck la. suck suck suck..
hp still on off mode.
i dun give a damn hu sms or call me now.
fuck u all! =x jk.. just relieving stress.
i dun vent anger on other pp de la. hahahas~!
but still moody, eye red, nose red.
from tearing while going home from work.
=D
*i wish i wish... to die?*
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just read finished sotong's whole blog!till 2005 ok!!he can be lame in his post.so lame! and yes his post to his ex..hmmms...interesting la. especially when he intro his ex qinqin?LOL!!!got mp and special moves.ROFL!!!and how he misses her and stuff.but kinda jealous liao. =S although this post was like 2005?! Zzz...but i know he got show the piggy vs sotong also la.hahahahas...and den he still uses the same word to scold when angry.fuck! LOL!!! his favourite word liao la. =xok i better shut up and go to bed now. gotta work my ass off tml.UBER SIAN UHS!and yes! i miss my sotong now. hahahas...but sat den can meet him. T.Tunless he surprise me by going to my workplace to fetch me la.ROFL!ok i'm dreaming agn. stop thinking so much!*smacks head*off to bed le~~~(sun de)2a.m! =D sotong, dun kill me for slping so late, thks. 
