TODAY I'M GONNA VENT MY STRESS ONCE AND FOR ALL IN HERE! YES DAD U SUCK TO THE CORE! I HATE U ALOT! LIKE MILLIONS!! ALL YOU THOUGHT OF IS YOU YOU YOU, YOU ARE SELFISH! YOU LEFT US. STAY WITH AH YI. U SIDED HER MOST OF THE TIMES. IF I'M A LIAR DEN U ARE A BIG FAT LIAR! MUMMY ASK U TO REMARRY?! WHEN?! U TELL ME WHEN?! WHEN SHE PASSED AWAY I WAS BESIDE HER! I WAS WITH HER! U LIED! MUMMY WLDN'T ASK U TO HAVE A NEW WIFE. SHE JEOPARDIZED OUR LIFE EVER SINCE SHE CAME IN. HAVE U EVER TOT OF OUR FEELINGS?! HAVE YOU?! YES I'M WILLFUL, NAIVE OR WADEVER U SAY. BUT I CAN BE MATURE AT TIMES TOO. FIND A JOB?! SO THAT U NEED NOT GIVE ME MY ALLOWANCE LE RITE?! I'LL LEARN INDEPENDENCE! I'LL LEARN TO SUPPORT MYSELF! I'LL DO WAD IT TAKES TO DISOWN U! TO TREAT U AS A TOTAL STRANGER. I'LL BE SUCCESSFUL WHEN I'M 21! U WAIT AND SEE! I SERIOUSLY DUNNID A FAILURE DAD. I DUN NEED ONE. I HATE YOU ALOT.
i miss mummy.
i wanna be with her. hais..
why why? why is my life like this?
i'm gonna get a stable job.
i'm gonna study night class.
i'm gonna work full time.
i gotta learn to live.
for myself. at least for this time.
for this year. i wanna start afresh.
i wanna thank my bf.
for always guiding me.
teaching me maturity and sensibility.
he taught me not to rely on others too much.
i gotta learn to be an adult now.
a young adult i shall be.
i wanna break free from my dad.
i dowanna be under his stupid no sense control of cant have a bf at 16.
and yes MYsotong is 21.
so wad even if he have not gotten a stable job?
money isnt that impt.
u know smthin as stay home and save money!
u tooty! and i'm totally serious!
serious about this relationship now. i wanna last. last forever.
this is the first time have i ever... ever.. felt this happy with someone. MYsotong brought laughter into my life. i wanna thk him so much. i simply love him. he's my boy. my boy forever.
and DAD! FYI! U DUN EVEN KNOW HOW TO SPELL MY NAME CORRECTLY!
MY NAME IS DENISE NOT DENNIS U FOOL!
grrrr!! SOME DAD HUR?! =p
go eat shit. humph~
4 years! u wait!!
i'll save enough money to survive on my own!!!
i'll buy my first computer.
and den lappie and den hp!
and den clothes! ROAR!
and of course. food~ =)) my favourite~
but i'll save up save up!
spend wisely! spend wisely! bleahs!
*i love MYsotong so much! he's mine mine mine!
forever. =))*
