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.Monday, December 29, 2008 ' 8:08 PM Y




I've done many wrongs this month.
This particular month i have hurt alot of people.
I'm just not sensible enough.
And thus i suffer the lost of 2 friends.
And then a heated 'arguement' with BF.
I guess i'm not that perfect girl that you people are looking at.
I'm just not trustable. Always making empty promises.
I swear i won't ever make any more promises.
NO PROMISES EVER! I HATE PROMISES!
Those thing about everlasting is too a fairytale.
I'm gonna wake up and be independent.
Don't even feel like counting down le.
SRY BF! I guess we'll just give it a miss this year.


Wish both of my 'friends' happiness. Lead a happy life alright?
All i ever done was to bring misery to people around me.
Even cause BF to suffer. I'm so useless. Hais...
My mind ain't clear now. I can't think straight.
Maybe i should just...... *sighs* I'm such a disaster.
Not a beautiful one but a total ugly one.
I'm such a dimwit! ARGH! why am i such a trouble maker?!
WHY?!!!!!!!!! Just leave me alone humans. Leave me alone.I know that i'm alone. Alone, alone..
No one can change me unless i change myself.
I seriously hate myself and that's the truth.
The thought of suicide is foolish, yet i just can't seem to get it out.
It's been years.. This thought is still on my mind.
Someone tell me what to do! Hais...

Gonna starve myself tonight as punishment.
I know i sound like a kid now. BUT WHO CARES!
I'm just being me for one last time.
I might just go silent from tomorrow onwards.
Been feeling empty the whole day already.
What's that tingling coldness within me?
hais... i need my warmer. Bye humans.

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