Totally break down yesterday.
Totally break down.
How much more am i able to tolerate this life?
I seriously don't know what to do.
How to cope with life.
A shattered family who argued.
Sisters who thinks i FIND them only when i'm in trouble.
Father who is so OBEDIENT.
Stepmum who tends to get CRANKY at times.
BF who is a BF ONLY.
Ah ma who is nagging non-stop like everything is my fault.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF~!
Yes la. Everything my fault.
HAPPY?! I'm always that bad lil daughter/sister/gf/ grandchild.
I'm sick of my life already. Really sick of it.
Really wanted to jump down from ah ma's building last night.
But i didn't have the courage.
Maybe.. Maybe a lil more sadness and i might just do so.
No one seems to really care about this family anyway.
No one dares to stand up for this family anyway.
Everyone are calling in to scold me like hell.
This world is so sucky, so evil.
I won't pin hope on anyone ever.
Not sister, not my father, not ah ma and not even bf.
I'm gonna rely on myself for now.
It will take time.. A long time for me to be better.
Yeah and i ran out from home last night so shut up.
*Correction check: I don't have a home at all. NON! I'm just walking ard aimlessly.
Hoping to get married soon. And have a flat of my own.
Yeah~ Dream on Denise. Dream on. There's no such thing as happy ever after.
Bottling up everything doesn't seem to do any good to me or anyone.
I should really go and vent it out somewhere, some place. SOON!
Ranting it out at a hot degree.

Thanks CHERYL FOR THE VALENTINE'S CAKE YTD!
Thks meenyi and stacy who wanted to buy roses to give me and cheer me up.
And that stupid guy gave our roses away.
Thks Jeff for the roses. Although the flower look dead. HAHAHAHAS!
=) Not gonna celebrate valentine this yr.
Dampen mood, meaningless life. STUPID HUMANS!

You're all I ever wanted ;